I come back here and I need to say something

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yes! it's almost a year I m away from mylot, now I M back~During these time a lot of things happened. I came back to Northeast China from the south . I choose a new job and have a new bf then break up from him~ a month ago I come across a pretty boy online. He is so handsome and knowledgeable .We two talk and talk .it seems we really like to talk with each other . When I received his message I will smile happily. If without any messages I will think many reasons why he doesn't call me. I m not a little girl. But this feeling make me just like a girl fall in love for the first time. Those days we surfed and left messages including many intimate information on each other's blog .Beacause of him ,I talk with him all night long~Many times he wanted to see the real me. I refused,I just thought I was not that good for him. I m so sad ,but one day ,he disappeared from the internet,left nothing to me. some e pail told me that he had a gf,and his gf know we two had the romantic relationship.so she dumped him .When i got this I felt so bad! For one thing I couldn't forget him ,but I dare not keeping in touch with him. Once I asked him why treating me like that , he told me he was not a good man. when he feel better he would call me. yesterday I really missed him ,so sended a message just with one word goodnight. several minutes later his message was coming ,just the same goodnight.Oh gosh ,what can i do ?who can give me some good advice? ths a lot!Bless U all!!