Still In love with his ex.
@grazmaniandevil (379)
September 30, 2011 10:30am CST
Argghhh! I was pretty pissed. After knowing that the only guy who kept my heart skip a beat was still in love with his ex and it has been almost a year that he hasn't moved on. I look so stupid. No wonder his friends kept on asking me if I would really go for a guy like him and they didn't even care to spill me the details until I recently read all the guy's messages to his ex. Now that we broke up.. Every dot was connected why he can't get over his ex is the reason that he lost his virginity to that wretched ex of his.. oh well, is this a stance that Love is just a mere emotion? I gave him all of my love and made him feel like a king. Do getting under a girls pants the only way for him to leave a mark or a proof of love?
My point is, His Ex was really good in bed (i think) and as for me who kept our relationship conservative with plain kisses, holding hands while walking, preparing him food and going to daily mass with him was still not enough. In short, we had a decent relationship while his past were wild ones and still he preferred to look back on the days where his s,e,x life was active. =( I can't live with that FOR NOW that I am a striving young adult. It just hurts thinking about it because I love him so much. Only to find out I was never enough..
2 responses
@CaptAlbertWhisker (32697)
• Calgary, Alberta
30 Sep 11
I already moved on from my ex but I still kept a picture of her and I still listen to a song with her name as a title.
dont tell my girlfriend...
On the bright side of your situation, you can finally ditch him with a man with no demons of past relationship to haunt you,
You should try listening to this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tISGMZMdpCI
You will relate to it because its about a woman with similar situation with you.
dont tell my girlfriend...
On the bright side of your situation, you can finally ditch him with a man with no demons of past relationship to haunt you,
You should try listening to this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tISGMZMdpCI
You will relate to it because its about a woman with similar situation with you.@grazmaniandevil (379)
•
1 Oct 11
Totally speechless with your song..thank you so much for sharing the link with me :) The lyrics of the song pierces right through my heart hahaha!
1 person likes this
@CaptAlbertWhisker (32697)
• Calgary, Alberta
1 Oct 11
wheni was readingyour post, the chorus of that song suddenly popsout out of my mind. This part of the lyrics of that song for sure is like him:
When suddenly I'm back at the core
Thinking of her who had you before
Were you as good
As good as we are
Do you remember?
Did you love her the way you love me?
Is there a chance that there might be
traces of her that you carry
under the surface?
-----
The traces of her under the surface, for sure makes it hard for him to fully commit. Hope the next man you will find have no traces of a past love under the surface.
@grazmaniandevil (379)
•
2 Oct 11
Exactly! it's the chorus that hit me right the core hahahaha! Thanks for the comment and yea! I hope I get lucky next time :)
1 person likes this
@grazmaniandevil (379)
•
14 Apr 12
I did thought so too :) haha! my friends told me that and thank you of your honest opinion.. I'm just laughing right now coz I'm over him and I can't believe I have moved on..I thought I couldn't make it but I did :) thank you so much for your response
