Forgiveness, not an easy thing for me

It is not easy for many people I don't think. There are just certain things that you cannot forgot, certain actions that cannot be swept underneath the rug. As much as we want to say life goes in, in reality, there are just a number of times where it is just hard to let everything go. There are times where forgiveness is just something that we do, as we feel an obligation of. We mime the act of forgiveness to maintain the peace. Therefore, there are a lot of times where the bad issues are just buried, so we can maintain a peaceful existence. In the back of our minds, thoughts are stirred up, that we're not necessarily the most proud of but they are there. I try and let it be a lot of the times but the anger can always threaten to pop up.