I don't understand at times

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Hey mylot family, it's not even 12:00 yet and I feel that my day has already taken this course. I don't understand why when you think that you have things figured out here goes another obstacle. Yesterday me and my husband have a difference and it rolled over into today. I am a straight forward person, blunt, don't try and cut corners or mislead. We have been strugglin to pay the bills this pass month due to moving to a larger apartment, switching electricity over, to raising our children, we were on the verge of getting put out. My husband switch from a temp job to two permanent jobs. I know that things have been so tight when it comes to money I have stressed this to him time after time. Mind you that I had to go to family members to get help. I am a stay at home wife of three children 2 from previous relationships to having our first boy in my entire family, which was my husbands first. When I starting dating my husband his expectations were a lot different about life in itself, but I learned to adjust. We got pregnant after 2 months of dating to have gotten married about 8 months later. It was hard again his aspects of life to me were totally opposite.To make it short we had our disagreement yesterday and I expressed a lil more this morning I am a full time student and the money that I receive back helps us out a lot of time. My husband is working two jobs and he feel that he deserve to have money to himself while he is working. My husband hasn't and probably will never understand the value of money. I gave him 9 dollars just to put in his pocket knowing the bills are still due and he spends it on chios and cookies to turn around and ask for more again. Mylot family I am so pissed right now because I told him instead of me taking my school money to get all the bills and the rent prepared for next month that since he had an attitude that he could take his money and pay my dad back and tell the rent office that we will be late again. So he says okay. I was even more pissed that I told him I had nothing else to say to him and told him that he could go sleep on the couch. Am I wrong? He knows that I am trying to find a job that I can work from home but I have been scammed so many times I hate doing the surveys and I try to make as much as I can here. So what do you guys think? I felt that he should of thought about this before he decided to have a son and get married that its not fair..............( sorry if it seems like I am venting, but remember I don't understand) Oh yeah I have been taking care of him from day one when no one else has been there for him I had to help him change himself because he didn't have a lot going on from himself. I love him but I am so pissed and don't want to be bothered.