i'm not over it

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i has been three years since my best friend's death. it's not the type of passing that you just can get over with for she was murdered... yes she was killed, somebody shot her... the bullet entered to her lower right occipital bone and exited at her supraorbital foramen that causes the lost of her left eye... actually 1/4 of her head is messing due to the range that she was shot with a high power gun... she was shot in a very close range not more than 10 meters according to the investigators... that was just her fatal wounds there are other wounds entering from her back and exiting at the front parts of her body... most of her friends would tell me to get over it... but something like this is not just something that i can get over with i want justice for her... when i watch TV last month there was a TV director that was interviewed that said after losing her mom that you don't get over it you just get used to the feeling... and he was right you don't get over it you just get used to the feeling that they are no longer around... and you miss them every holidays. have you have the same experience that you just get use to it...?