first love
By reejuh
@reejuh (33)
November 24, 2011 11:01pm CST
LOVE. An interesting thought to share. Probably the happiest at the same time the saddest thing that could happen to us. We love because we want to be loved in return. Yes,I fell in love. Recalling how it all started way back college when all along, I thought that friendship will not only be the best relationship we could ever had. HE was my classmate, merely acquaintances at first. HE was my best friend, we get close. We had this constant sharing of our lives, family, and our self. HE was my lover. I was happy because the world revolves around only the two of us.We see everyday that make us closer. I was introduced to his family and it feels like everything has fall perfectly into place. HE was my heartbreak. My downfall and my teardrop. I was badly hurt. HE was my enemy. I decided to take revenge of him to make him realize I will always be strong even without him. It will never be easy to get back the same trust you have invested for the same person. It took us 2 months before we finally close the past and start a new beginning of being good friends. Now, we are in the stage of keeping the ties of our friendship. Indeed, time heals a broken heart. I can't tell of what's going on with us now but I'm happily living my life, no expectations. My first love, my first heartache. How about you? Any love experience to share? Let me know!
3 responses
@girl_thinking (1959)
• Philippines
25 Nov 11
Hi reejuh! This topic is so cute. I feel like a teenager answering a survey ^_^
Oh well, I guess we will never really know who our first love is until we become an adult. When I was a kid, I used to have so many crushes and every time, I thought I was inlove :) When were are young, we can't really tell the difference between a crush and a love. Love is so deep to tackle, I won't even go into that direction.
But I think, the first time I really fell inlove was when I saw a boy in our church. He was one of the sextons. He was my crush for almost 10 years. I guess up to now I still like him ^_^
@reejuh (33)
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25 Nov 11
Hi girl_thinking!
Thank you for the compliment. I never thought of starting this topic until it just pop out in my mind.
Anyway, I agree on you. We can never really tell unless we become mature of our views on love. I also have crushes before but they all just fade out easily. They were just products of my imagination on my future husband. LOL
Oh,that is cute. Are you still seeing your crush this time? You would probably giggle when you see that guy. ^-^
@girl_thinking (1959)
• Philippines
26 Nov 11
Before, my friends and I used to pass his house several times and giggle everytime ^_^ I don't know where he lives right now, I guess his out of the country..
Oh well, it made me smile when I read your comment ^_^ Oh,no, it means the "crush feeling" is still inside me.. Nyahahaha ^_
@butterscotsh (1012)
• Philippines
3 Apr 12
Our first love is the most difficult to forget. My first love is my
first heartbreak. Your story is like mine too minus the part where in
the end you became friends. We didn't became friends but I'm okay with
that. Right now, I'm with new boy and he was nothing like my first love.
He's much nicer, kinder, and more loving, and more sincere than anyone I
have been with. But the good thing about our first love and first heartbreak
is that we learn a lot from them. We don't repeat the same mistakes anymore.
