start to missing you,,,

I really hate it when I miss my love ones, specially when I am working abroad. Hate it because I can't focus on my work, i daydream and smile all by myself. signs which are not really good for people to notice in the workplace. What i do is when my vessel is alongside to a port. i go directly to the nearest "seaman's club" and buy a phone card and start calling the people I love. that really takes a load off my chest. a few minutes of talking to them, asking if they are alright, sharing what happened while i'm away. but I don't hear any negative information specially when i am working because they know it will affect me. and that's what i love the most.

It isn't very easy to miss someone dear to you when they are away from you or it's either way. It's seemingly a sensitive issue to me when it comes to it, because such kind truly makes my heart go in pain knowing your loved-ones are out of reach, physically. Even just to think about it is like killing me inside, it's like I couldn't make it through but then after all, it's how we handle such kind of situations if we let ourselves drown by such loneliness or just let it be and start thinking about the beautiful life ahead of us.

I've been missing someone lately and i thought at first i would go crazy missing him. We constantly talked to each other before and when i say constantly it's every single day, from the time he wakes up until i go to sleep. It was hard to accept that it must suddenly come to an end and that made me ached so hard at first i could hardly breathe. But now, he tries to communicate with me as much as possible though not as often as i wanted to. But this is the only way to keep us together and i'm holding on despite that aching part of me that's terribly missing him.

Missing someone-- a friend, family or love one is so sad.. What I do when I miss my loved ones, I look at their picture or think of the times that we are together. I send them text message,email or call if I have extra prepaid call load. I am missing someone so much right now too.

I had this feeling before some months when my brother went for a tour with his friends...It was bad days with out him...I was really alone on that days...I can't to spend a moment with out him...I am afraid of festivals..Because, They will conduct tour(brother's friends) for vacation and my brother compelled by them to go with time...I am really afraid to let him with such bad people...On this x mas day they are going tour of days...I don;t know that what will e my condition with out him..Missing some one is really horrible...Hope your beloved one will reach to you soon...I will pray for you...You can contact him by phone...That can reduce your feelings...All the best... :-)

I really hate the feeling of missing a loved one, but we can't do anything about it, we have to live our lives as it is used to be and go with the flow of life. I am also far from my husband and I really do miss him much, sometimes I also cry in my bed, I miss everything about him, when I miss him, I write him a letter, and keep it, on that, I can send him a message and all the things I want him to know and release also the pain I am feeling in missing him. =)