alone...............

I really believe that it is the lonelt times and even the bad things that happen in our lives that make us appreciate the good times, it makes us appreciate even the simplest things in life, it is sad it takes these times to make realize we have such good in our lives, I guess it is human nature.

I think we talk to ourselves sometimes to not only feel alone, but to also get our thoughts together. Sometimes verbalizing our thoughts helps us gather all the scattered pieces that are flying around and put them in some sort of order.

I do talk to myself also whenever i am alone in our bedroom, but not necessarily lonely. It takes away the stress, because you seem to be talking to someone else. When i feel lonely, i shop, when i have the money. But if not, i simply be at our bedroom, pray , cry and afterwards i am okay.