Christmas Spirit

Christmas Joy - This should be what I feel. I just don't feel that Christmas is approaching. I want to be happy and feel everything about Christmas. I don't want to be just an ordinary day.
@fsuma86 (364)
Philippines
December 22, 2011 11:09am CST
Tis the season to be jolly! I don't know if I'm my feelings are right but I just don't feel that it's Christmas in two days. I do have a lot of bad feelings right now and I hope that they will be gone. I think my Christmas will be just like my normal days. I don't get the excitement and everyday as it is approaching I get more and more negative feelings. I just hope that these things will change because I don't want to feel this on Christmas Eve. I feel like I'm the worst person in the world. I just can't express the things that I have in my heart. I just want to lift up everything to Him hoping that within two days I will be happy.
1 response
@davaome (1826)
• Philippines
22 Dec 11
Alot of things have been bothering me today and it seems that I don't look forward to the celebration just yet. maybe tomorrow I will feel better, and be able to recover. Many people I believe are experiencing this kind of dilemma, specially from our country who recently just got struct by a typhoon. a cold Christmas for them.
@fsuma86 (364)
• Philippines
22 Dec 11
Hi there! That's what I also felt. Maybe I was just greatly saddened by the new, photos and videos that I have just seen on Facebook. I really feel for them. It's not easy to lose someone. I was a bit teary eyed when I was reading the articles about Iligan City and CDO today. I can't help it. I shared it to my wall not to let everyone feel what I feel but to let everybody knows that there's a lot of reasons we should be thankful and there's a lot of prayer to be asked for those people who survived the typhoon. Thanks!