Sometimes, I just want to be quiet

I really do see where you are coming from. There are just a lot of times where many sounds coming right at me, are going to rather going to cause me a great deal of frustration and a great deal of agony. There are just a lot of times where there are many different sounds to focus on and I'd rather not focus on anyone. I remain quiet, because its not like I'd get a word in edgewise. So yeah there are going to be a lot of time where silence is rather going to be something that is going to be rather bliss. There is going to be something that is going to allow me to collect those thoughts. When things get too insane, I just really do want nothing than to really be left alone. At least that is the way things are going to be for me.

i live with my mother in law and my sister in law. it means we just like you. but it is life. we cant make our life like what we want to happent.

I understand what you mean I feel the same. I love those moments (they are so rare) I have the house for me. No tv, no kids, nobody calling or shouting or asking, no radio. I can't stand all the noises either (my son has a problem with that too). I already have a hard time if I hear the neighbours talk. To be honest I don't know what to do against it. I don't allow my kids to watch tv daily and only for a short time and tell them to put the volume low.. the lower it is the less noise they make. the more noise there is the louder everybody seems to speak.

Maybe you can try to go out for a walk or maybe you can drive/cycle/walk to a quiet place like the beach. Try making a beach walk or just walk in the nature.

That why I liked o go out and read book like cafe and drink coffie and relax in my house it the same I just can't take it