At some point you have to realize that some people can stay in your heart ...

My ex who passed due to ilness in September 2011. He was being mean to me before we separated and he got sicker. I was trying to move to his county. I checked in on him and he was hospitalized. He passed when I moved. He had the best of humor and was very handsome. He never took life seriously. I miss his good qualities. I rarely dream of him directly. I dream of his spiritual presence, his memory. A day never goes by when I don't think of him. I have another boyfriend I keep my soulmate who passed in my heart and memory.