Everyone's Mad At ME

@xien2xien (1382)
Philippines
January 22, 2012 5:19pm CST
I've got to confess this mess. I've been so bad and irresponsible this whole weekend. Since Friday after work i go to my friend's house and we took a little drink, then i go home in my apartment, since i was somehow drunk i became naughty things that makes my boardmate (actually she's my bestfriend and at the same time boardmate) she got mad at me for doing naughty things and being out of control, so she slapped me in the face, the good thing was i got wake up from the influence of alcohol, and the next thing i did is get my carkey the drove back to my friend's house, i forgot to bring my wallet so i've got no money and license, i also forgot to bring my cellphone, i cried all night cause i can't accept the fact that my bestfriend hurt me like that i mean physically. The next morning (Saturday) early in the morning i was still upset i knew that i should go home at my parent's house in the afternoon since they had this celebration for some occasions i ca't remember, so i started drinking alcohol early so that i can come home at noon, but what happen i s i've got lost control again and been drinking till i've got totally drunk and wasted again Then on my last day of weekend (Sunday) when i woke up having this strong hangover my friend told me, that my bestfriend had been calling her since last night and asking her to make me come home because she was still mad at me and so as my parents for not showing up last saturday. At noon of Sunday i still don't know what to do, i'm afraid to come home cause they were all angry, but i'm also afraid cause i might be caught driving without a license... But later that night i have no choice but to come home and face all the consequence of what i've done luckily they got mad a little when they saw me in good condition and still safe
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4 responses
@jennyze (7028)
• Indonesia
27 Jan 12
Whew! You had a drunk weekend... Good thing nothing's serious happened and everyone seemed to forgave you already. Get back to the real world and face whatever is the consequence to our decision.
@jennyze (7028)
• Indonesia
2 Feb 12
Are you sure you are not an addict? Don't be...
@jennyze (7028)
• Indonesia
6 Feb 12
Try to rein in your mood for drinking. I think you are heading that way if you are careful. This is only a friendly advise, you have the right to do whatever you want to do...
@xien2xien (1382)
• Philippines
3 Feb 12
this i really can't answer, but sometimes it's just in the mood, when i'm upset i wanted to drink so that i would go on with the rest of the day without thinking what's bugging me, when i'm happy i wanted to drink to celebrate what makes me happy :) i just don't know if i'm addicted to it or not.... But i will try not to be promise
@ladygator (3465)
• United States
23 Jan 12
Well it seems that the drinking this weekend has not had a good reaction with you. Was that the main cause of you to behave out of the ordinary. Also do you often act this way when you take to drinking. Because if it tends to send things this way, then it might be good to pay closer attention to how much you drink. As well as the type. At time different liquors can do different things to you. Many times a cognac can make you more angry and prone to fighting. (not meaning You specifically, just general consumers).
@xien2xien (1382)
• Philippines
24 Jan 12
it's not been always like this maybe it's just i'ma little bit depress before i got drunk so it make a little bit changes in my mood when i got drunk i became war freak that day i've lost my discipline as well as my good thinking... but i'm better now i've already fix my mess
@thezone (9394)
• Ireland
23 Jan 12
Get better friends
@xien2xien (1382)
• Philippines
24 Jan 12
I'm very much trying friend... thanks for the comment
@WakeUpKitty (8694)
• Netherlands
24 Jan 12
Sounds to me you were not really soooo sad about what your friend did to you (I assume the slap in your face?) otherwise you wouldn't get drunk again. So you learned nothing from the first time being drunk and misbehaving (you call that being naughty???). So the lesson you learned is you misbehave and stay away for some days, getting drunk again and in the end nobody is really mad anymore because you came home safe? I would not count on that next time. Is possible you find your stuff outside on the street.