What's Next?

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I can only speculate as to what's to come. We are what,about 3 1/2 weeks into the new year and in these 3 weeks my life has been absolutely tragic, for lack of a better word. I'm so beat up that I'm afraid to get up in the morning for fear of "whats next"? It started with my heart getting broke when my little dog died from an infection (Parvo) that his little body could not fight. He was almost 12 years old but my vet told me that even if he were a puppy, Parvo unless caught immediately is very tough to beat. It takes the lives of thousands of dogs every year and is so contagious that it can be passed simply by a dog sniffing a spot that an infected dog peed on. The poor little guy was so sick and after a few days I was begging God to take him so that he didn't suffer anymore. He died at home, with me as I did not want him to die in a cage at the vets office. His death positively broke my heart and I am still grieving. So that brings me to New Years Eve. There is a woman that lives across the street from me that I got friendly with not long after her and her boys moved in. She and I had a lot in common and we bonded almost right away. We did lots of things together when I'm not working and I really enjoyed her company. On New Years Eve she was home alone when some guy broke his way into her house, raped her repeatedly and then strangled her until she died. I still can't believe it. I really never asked a lot of personal questions but occasionally I would see guys visit her. The detectives went all over the neighborhood asking questions but from what I understand, came up with nothing substantial. How scary is that?? I will miss her and I pray for her family to get through this difficult time. Such a hanis crime, just a few hundred feet from my front door...nice huh? Then, the icing on the cake, 2 days ago, I was in a very bad car accident on I95 while riding passenger in a friends car. It was pouring down rain and he lost control of the car. We got hit by not one, but two trucks (who, by the way, both took off) after the second hit, the car did 2 60's, then flipped and ended up right side up down in the gully that runs alongside the highway. No one that responded to the accident could believe that we were alive. Not only alive but with just a few injuries too. I hurt my back pretty bad and dislocated my shoulder and i'm still picking slivers of glass out of my head. (Every single window shattered into a million pieces) I'm covered with bruises but basically I'm ok. Just one night in the hospital. My friend, however, is still in. He has damage to his head and back and is not doing very well at all. I guess it just wasn't my time to go and I thank God for seatbelts and I also thank him for my life. Anyway, as you can see, I'm not off to a very good start, at all. I don't want to be superstitious and hopefully its just coincidence that all this has happened. Oh ya, I almost forgot..someone got into my email and spammed all my contacts. If you should see some strange emails from me, they are not from me but from whoever did this. I've made all the necessary changes so they can't continue but you know how that goes. These hacks can eventually get the information they need and then use it.. Thats it for now. I'm ordered to bed rest for a week and I'm so exhausted I'm going to bed now. I'm supposed to be going back to work on the boat next weekend but will have to see howw I feel then. I can't afford to loose the money, but my health and well being have to come first. Please, friends, say a prayer for my luck to change and soon!!!