now they think i am crazy

it's just that some times it does gets on my nerves. i hate doing things that i don't like and still i look like weird. i hope that i can make fun with them too....

I do hope you can just laugh about it with them Thanks for the BR grace

thanks a lot! i will still have a word to them when we will meet... but i think that they are just over reacting...

i am cutting my reading and still they are not happy about it... i read unlimited (cover to cover) but now it's just four hours a day... but they are still not that happy about it... may be the real problem is that i read more than meeting (dating) people... when my mom say on my age she already have three kids... while i still have zero... as i sees it she does want me to date people... i remember years ago that my father almost push me out the house to go to a party and see people... they just don't want to see their only daughter being single... well i will still talk to them ask the real score why and why they think that reading is still crazy.

i do not want of argue or start a debate here... all i was doing now is cutting my reading habit (they always call it a habit) from unlimited (till i finish from cover to cover) to four hours... so when i did this change still my family thinks that i have gone crazy (they think i am weird)... so now i don't understand what they really want me to do... but one thing i know is that i will never give up my reading...

yes i will talk to them again... i am grown woman and i am acting as an adult... so i will have to talk to them again about it and show them that there is nothing to be worried about... like i said i am acting as an adult. and thank you for your all out support!

thank god i am still single! i have no idea what will happen if i have a family of my own... but really i am a very busy person... and i give my reading 50 percent of what i do... i have no idea what you meant by the word family but i am trying to understand my parent's side... well honestly it's kind of embarrassing that my mother is giving a talk about reading... i am way past teenage life and i think that i am old enough to have a family of my own... i read but i doesn't affect my efficiency with my work and my health... i know that my mother is just worried but still she should know that reading is part of the work... and i can't just put down anything... being a journalist means you need to read and always on the look out of the writings of different people... i just need to talk to them again... or just they want to have grandchildren already and seeing their eldest child being single hurts them... god may be they want me to date than read books... that really do make sense don't you think? ohhh god...

i always walk and cycling very day... walk for my daily photo-walks and cycling because it relaxes me... yes reading is not my way of relaxation but more of learning writing styles of different authors. i still don't get them... may be trying to cut off four to two... may be i won't be that weird anymore.

yeah that's what i am trying to tell them... it's good for your health but they always say that what your doing is way over to get you good health... so i tried reading four hours a day and shock to hear that still i am the one who is weird.

in our family the whole family my aunt is the only one that reads non-textbooks our that me... so most of my reading is not for relaxation but more of studying the different styles of writing... well i want to know the different writing styles of my favorite writers... as i read on to their works i found out that example the two authors that i bought most of their book have commonality of all their works... i mean i can see their style of writing... i guess most of you here just read one book of an author (please i am not referring chronicles or series here) but different books... when you do that you won't see their writing styles but if you buy the whole work that they have then you will understand them... and their styles would be so familiar that you will know what the protagonist will be, the plot and the scenes of the book even with out reading the book from end to end... yes i study authors and trying to understand their psychic and may be i can ghost write for them too... so i am not trying to confuse reality and imaginary... i am trying to understand the person behind the work... and i don't just read novels, fictions and not really real books but i also enjoy reading autobiography of political and famous people... but my favorite is the autobiography of an exile and a good poet... i feel sorry for him because he can't came home... their government hates him so much that they would even want to kill his shadow. and that my friend is not just fiction but a true story of a person...

i think that most of the time i am not thinking of reading just a hobby more of learning... i want to study different writing styles of different authors... that is why i often read different types books. some i would tolerate pocketbooks and would enjoy autobiography ones... the thing is my mother already alerted me about the readings... i always spend a lot of time doing it during the night for i have no time during day time... i have other stuff to do... photography... studying compositions of photography and cooking meals... and research at the web... so i only have time during night and dawn... so i cut my reading but they still complain... and called my crazy... i was kind of a lost there....