why i cant forget some one who never loved me back?
By kamalvv
@kamalvv (42)
India
February 17, 2012 11:02am CST
when i joined the college i never noticed any girls in my class expect her..when i first saw her she was wearing red dress with black flowers... i thought she was a small rose..:)..she was not that very beautiful kind but i dont know what but i liked her...for me she was like that drizzle in the summer looking at her gave me comfort.. i could stand in the lab and just gaze at her for the whole three hours without even moving....and then i realized she tooo was looking back at me... for a moment i felt my heart beat just stopped then i realized that its beating too fast that i thought its still. i felt i should sit.. and then she gave me a little smile that i will never forget in my life... it all seem to be just happend yesterday..but four long years has passed by...
one day she gave me her number...i promised i will call her in the night..that whole day i practiced the words again and again so that i wont tremble nor stammer when i tell her that i love her more than any thing in the world.. but i was too afraid to tell her.. i couldnt tell her that night...i thought well she knows it already, then why i need to tell?but then things happend that made me regret about that day.. i regret i didnt told her my love..
one of my class mate and she started dating..and i just watched them living happily..well i was happy that she was happy.. but i was lost...
then on the during our college tour i saw her with him alone somewhere... i never stayed back to see what happens cos i never had that heart to watch her there.. after that i never talked to her ..even if she tried to talk with me i ignored her... all those days while she was walking with him she used to look me back the same way she loooked me in the beginning...that gave me a little hope but after that event during the tour i just got wrecked...i was a wrecked ship in the sea.. never knowing the direction wandering hear and there.. all i could do was to cry.. but i couldnt even do it properly, since my friends where there always with me...i never want them to know all this...
after the college we went to different cities to join the work.. its almost 8 months till i saw her ...but i cant forget her.. every day i open my laptop and see the college photos just to see her........ i cant forget her. i love you. i couldnt tell you this on that night.. i should have told it..but every day i gaze into the night thinking about you and regretting that i never told it..
why i cant forget some one who never loved me back?
12 responses
@vt689586 (584)
• India
17 Feb 12
hey this is your true love who does not allow you to forget that some one.what ever you try to forget her but you will never be able to forget her.this is your choice to love her and you can not force any one to love you back.because love is really very natural feeling.it just happens and you can not do anything then.
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@Yogesh2708 (454)
• India
17 Feb 12
Feeling very sad after hearing your story. You was in true love with her. You should have talked to her about your love. Might be if that girl also fell in true love with someone else then it would be problematic situation. Are they still in a relationship? Relationship may brake after some years. You should keep info. of her to know weather they are still in relationship or not. You can again tell to her about your love only if they break up. She may accept you.
The answer of why you can't forget someone who never loved you back is because YOU TRULLY LOVED HER. THERE IS STILL SPACE IN YOUR HEART FOR HER. Best of luck!!
@GemmaR (8517)
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19 Feb 12
When I was 16, I fell in love with a man who was also my best friend at the time. Thinking about it, I spent far too much time chasing after him, and sometimes I can't even believe just how much time I wasted on him. Looking at him now, he was never all that great, and I don't understand why I allowed myself to waste several years of my life on him. If he doesn't love you back, then literally the only thing that you can do is try to move on from him and hope that you will be able to continue your life and live it to the full.
@Jul14nch0 (1414)
• Argentina
18 Feb 12
I understad you man, I have seen the love of my life have few boyfriends. She has been always happy with them and I was happy for her, then she suffered and I felt sad for her but I always kept a long distance between us and I've never been brave enough to tell her I love her. That's because such a strong love I had never felt in my life scares me and I believe the same happens to you, I believe we just need more time and a lot of patience 
. Good luck!
. Good luck!
@yanzalong (18988)
• Indonesia
18 Feb 12
We men alwasy misunderstand women's bahaviour. They have sweet attitude toward men which makes men think that women like them. It happened to my friend who thought that a woman he was walking with the other day fell in love with him because of her willingness to walk with him. In fact she was the nice one to talk to. Women being nice to men does not necessarily mean that they like the man she talked to.
@craziestqueenever (1819)
• Philippines
17 Feb 12
It's because there is still a part of us that keeps on holding to what we feel. There is still a part in us that keeps on regretting. The "If's" in our life is pre-occupying our mind. yes, you are really in love with her but if you really love her that much, You will make a way that the two of will see each other again.
@kamalvv (42)
• India
18 Feb 12
do u believe in after life?..i believe , i hope next life i wont give her to any one..she will be mine, let this life pass by , she with him, if she dont like me in the next lfe tooo...i am ready to wait till she loves me,,,you see i can able to live without her but without her love, i cant ...........
@yanzalong (18988)
• Indonesia
18 Feb 12
You will easily foret him/her in the long run. I experienced that when I started tl like a girl but she didn't seem to like me. She knew that I liked her. She did't say it but the way she mentioned something indicated that she gave m a sign of not loving me. So I moved back and tried to forget her.
@ruzzel016 (241)
• Philippines
18 Feb 12
when you love, its a wonderful thing yet it's also a painful.. and it's not easy to forget the time when you are starting to fell in love with the person whom who was dating..
@Dominique25 (9464)
• United States
18 Feb 12
When we develop feelings for a person it can be difficult to forget about them. Even when perhaps they don't feel the same about us. It does take quit a bit of time to deal with our feelings and those of another. I hope that someday you will be able to find a nice person and have loving feelings toward her.
@airamtheb (370)
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18 Feb 12
Yours is a sad story of unrequited love. However, if you could only have done your responsibility by being brave enough to tell her how much your adoration towards her had turned into love, then there could never be some regrets in your life. Actually, you have not forgotten her because of the opportunity she had given you through voluntary giving her telephone number. But don't be sad, just keep on hoping since true love is patient and eternal, who knows, one day soon you both end up with each other. There are already a number of love stories like what you have which at the end, the person yearning for that someone he had had longed and loved had been given to him by God. Granting that she has already a boyfriend, it does not mean that they both end up together. If you still have her telephone number, why not try to say hi to her and just be a friend first...then remained to be until she would be free again to have someone like you. Goodluck;)
@nyang1984 (464)
• Philippines
18 Feb 12
how did you know that she never loved you??? where in the first place you wasn't able to tell her that you love her dearly, correct?? so, if you'll be given a chance you should grab that and tell her how much you love her and your feelings was still after 4 long years. you can't forget her because there was no closure between the two of you, that's my personal point of view.
I wish you good luck! :)
