A person with cancer vs. Happiness

If I have only 3 months in this world , the first thing that I am going to do is to pray and thank God for all the blessings, love and caring that He given to me for the past 30 years. I will thank Him for giving me a loving family, friends and special some who always be there for me no matter what. I will ask God to please help my husband to accept my situation and learn to let go. I also ask for His forgiveness for all the sins that I've done in the past. Second, I will talk to my family to say my goodbyes I want them to know and feel my love. Third, the hardest part I will talk to my husband to say how much I love him, and saying this "thank you for loving me as much as I love you, thank you for saving my life and thank you for being my husband." Maybe if i done all of these I will be happy and at peace in hand of God. God bless.

Well,its hard to be happy when you re on that situation.Maybe i can still happy thoughts,and see friends because they are there for me. If i am going to die, i am not to worry because i am going to Heaven and i am perfect there and peace life so nothing to worry. Than dying with no Christ in real Heart and going to Hell suffering day and night so no peace but troubles and aching eternal life.

For one I don't think I would tell anyone but I would quietly spend more time with the people I care about and I would spend that time in getting my affair in order and making sure the people I care about would have something from me that would make them happy.