i am so guilty
By shylade
@shylade (3132)
Philippines
March 2, 2012 11:09pm CST
pre-occupied with problem and with so much stress for the past days we had spent less time with my son. its either he is still sleeping when we go to work, or he is already asleep when we got back from work. i really feel guilty about it but we have no choice. this freaking problem is making us insane and even weekends it doesn't let us enjoy. i really want to quit my job to just take care of my son but again i have no choice for now. i know God has a better plan for us and that he will not give such trial if we can not make it through.
this is the agony of a working mom. you are in between your family's need and your work's demand. i just pray that one day i will be able to work at home and spend more time with my son. we try to spend more quality time with my son and hopefully once this problem is gone, we will back to our normal happy life... this I claim in Jesus' name.
2 responses
@mcart82 (87)
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3 Mar 12
I understand what you're saying, I have a 10 year old and am 31 weeks pregnant right now, I would love to be able to stay home with them but its not a possibility right now. I make every second I spend with my son count, we do things when Im not working(weekends). Im sure he will understand and will be able to face life when he is older because he has seen me do what I have to do. Don't worry about that, you are a role model for your kid, if he sees that you could he will know that anything can be done.
Good luck!
@shylade (3132)
• Philippines
5 Mar 12
sometimes i feel that my sacrifice is not worth it but then again i know God has a better plan for us. like we try our best to spend quality time with our son and i know he appreciates it more than the material things we are giving him. i can see how happy and energetic he is when we are around. yes, they can only once be a baby but all of this is for him and we love him dearly. one day i know it will much better than today. thanks for sharing dear and good luck to the coming baby.
@monyetgil4 (39)
• Indonesia
3 Mar 12
i'd say get another job. your son only be a baby once, be a kid once so if you miss that you will regret it. and don't point it to god, its all up to you
@shylade (3132)
• Philippines
5 Mar 12
given a choice who does not want to? but i just can't and for this I ask God for guidance because i know He has His plans and who am I to disobey Him? when you are feeling weak only God gives us strength and I always believe in Him no matter what that He has a better plan and all this shall pass.
