Relieved (Fictional)

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As the title suggests, this is mere fiction. Ramblings of my over active mind. Hope you enjoy. I was so relieved when I saw you. My world righted upon seeing your smile. It was like I'm holding my breath and my world was bleak. As soon as you came into view, colors came back and that sigh of relief came rushing through. So that was it felt like. Like I was dead inside. Not really alive but existing. Not smiling. Lines on my forehead signalling my worried state. I don't want to go through that again. It was cold, bleak and sad. And I know you don't want me to be sad. To be worried. And as soon as I heard your voice, even though from afar, my whole world lit up. Bursts of colors came into my mind. Like fireworks lighting up the night sky. Your voice became my salvation. My saving grace. The past days when I didn't see you, I was on edge. And they have felt it. Saw my anxiousness. How I worried about you. About not knowing how you are. Never do that to me again. I became sick with worry. I couldn't eat. I couldn't sleep. Because of not knowing. Because of how I am falling for you. I was on the verge of tears when you saw me. And you told me not to cry. And I did not. Because you told me so. That;s how strong my feelings for you now. You tell me one thing and I obey. And how in the world can I show how I truly feel for you? We both know that we are on borrowed time. That we really cannot be together. Our situation is just like that song, "We had the right love of the wrong time. I guess I knew inside, I couldn't have you for a long time." But I want to thank you. For loving me the way you are loving me. I may not show you how I truly feel for you bt I'm guessing that after this, you'll have an idea just how much.