It's coming back / I want to cry

Well, of course I don't know what transpired but I think if it was hurtful to you enough that you are thinking of quiting then that is a decision you need to make. On the other hand is this how you are going to handle it if this happens at the next job? What I am trying to say here is that I hope you start a behaviour that you can't quit. My daughter and I are both on disability and we both take meds. I don't know if this is something you have to do to be on disability. I do know that I was one who didn't want to take meds but over a course of time and several bad experiences I realized I had to. The difference between the time I wasn't on them and am on them is like night and day. I am glad to have them. My daughter has to be on them or she goes into a manic phase that is very destructive. I hope you can work this all out.

You're bipolar and you're NOT on medication for it? I'm bipolar and I was so incredibly awful before I was diagnosed and put on medication. I would never get off of it now. My life is simply better. I'm also on disability, but it's for other things. I don't know if one can get on disability just for being bipolar unless one has been hospitalized for it before.

You need a close local friend or a (free) group you can attend. Your rational mind knows that you need that job, but it is hard. I hope that posting this here helps.

You neeeeeed to take your meds. Bipolar disorder is not something you can "THINK" your way out of. You need to vigilantly take your meds. One of the problems associated with being bipolar is the thought that you can "fix this" yourself! Let it go! You cannot heal yourself without your meds. Why choose the impassable road when there is one that is much less burdensome. Please take your meds. If you knew someone with cancer, would you tell them to take their medicine? Of course, you would!

I know its hard to face the pain,but please hold on it will get over soon and talk to someone,being alone is not good.

hello girl:)! I can partly feel what you're feeling. I have a job too and I feel like quitting because there is some incident that had happened and I got annoyed. But when i thought of all my efforts made just to have this job, my desire to quit disappears. I asked myself: Why should I quit? I can't deny that I am tired but maybe I should take some rest but not to quit, right? Girl, I am glad that you are able to open up what you're feeling. If you want someone to talk, we are here just for you. You can also send me a message and have a talk.Just take life one day at a time. Never forget to smile and make yourself happy by eating your favorite food, listening to your favorite music, have a shower and etc. I CAN SAY YOU CAN MAKE IT! Do you want to know why? It's because that job will never be yours if your boss think that you don't have the capacity to do it. :) So, cheer up girl!:) Never forget to pray also and take some time to take a deep breath.

My dear friend. Even though your flare ups may not be frequent you still need to be on meds. You would feel better all of the time and nnot be so depressed. You have us to talk too. You can always vent on mylot. Ignore the urges to quit your job. You do need some medical help dear. Please go tonyour Dr.

hey girl hang in there, Fight through it okay you can do it, that is just the word that you put in your head i know tha it is tough and that there are a lot that you are going through right now but think about what will happen if you quit what will you do were will the money come from, so you fight okay, you can do it, you are strong.

First, don't fake a disability. The fines and and lawsuits that could ensue would put you under a 100 percent more stress than you are right now. Secondly, sometimes if it is on your mind, and you have been thinking about it a while, it just might be something to consider. For example, I had this job with a horrible boss that started out alright. It just went down hill from there from lies, to covering up things, and on and on. Eventually my conscious screamed enough at me to quit the job and I turned it my resignation letter. Short of it is, that was and continues to be one of the best decisions of my life. My stress has been cut in half, I don't come out of work crying, and I am now my own boss. Good luck!