I don't feel like seeing anybody..

hi lk! i hope you already know that the "tres marias" are the very people who will judge you the least. as far as the 3 ladies are concerned... that is the truth. none of the three is a meanie. and i'm sure you won't be press-ganged to agree on the visit if you are not comfortable with it. when you're good and ready for the visit, that will be the time. no worries. cheer up. the 3 curvy ladies just miss you. it's been a long time since the mylot conference about 18 months ago and it must have been months also since the last skype call/chat. time... fortunately and unfortunately... can both be an ally and a foe. and it always passes... consistently without fault. hehe whatever it is you are feeling right now is a matter of perception. only you can say. and only you can do something about it. [i]but hey, i can sprout an extra ear, an extra shoulder or an extra hand for yah... let us know. or i could grow a tail and horn for yah too if needed. hmnnn not my usual get up. or we could just settle for my halo and wings. hehe this is more like me. lol [/i] cheers!

dear LK, Well, well, well my dear brother. I understand what you are feeling- no need to explain. Besides- the "tres maria's" are like big sisters to you (except the curvy one-she's same your age) So, nothing to worry about these "tres maria's". There is nothing wrong with you (it's just your mindsetting)- but circumstances do. You need friends to talk with- and one thing more- you need friends who understand without explaining yourself.

You are being way too hard on yourself, and judging from your message, I don't see you as selfish. If you were selfish, you'd not feel bad about your situation. Also, if I might comfort you...many people suffer from depression, mild and severe, as well as social avoidance and other social issues. My advice would be...well first and foremost, realise you are not alone; many suffer alongside you, including me: I feel I am a sufferer from mild depression, including anxiety and social anxiety issues. I also feel you should speak to your doctor about it; and they can help you to overcome your insecurities about seeing people. I wish you luck.

Hi LetranKnight, You sound a little depressed. I know the feeling too well. A couple of years back, I had some major problems hanging over my head and I didn't feel like seeing anybody. My girl was very young at that time. Since I kept her indoors most of the time, her social interactions were poor and she could hardly talk. At one point, I realised that I was not doing justice to her. I started out by visiting my closest relatives and then I brought her to visit my friends. We went on outings together. Make-up does wonders to hide the insecurity in me. My lack of confidence slowly dissipated as I knew that I had the support and encouragement of the people around me, should anything bad were to happen. It was difficult to pick myself up in the beginning. Stepping out of the house was terrifying, what more to meet people and talk to them. But I knew I had to move on, even with my problems unresolved then. A turning point must happen. Mine arrived when I left my problems with God. Whatever the turnout of my problem, I will accept because I know He has many things in store for me. Are you having any problems right now, Letran?

This sounds like depression to me. You may need some outside help with this. I suffered from this for many years and wasted that period of my life. I tried treatment which helped alittle but in the end I just seemed to outgrow it. Spiritural training did the most for me. I used Reiki which is what presented it's self to me. A teacher arrived and I took advantage of that training. But you must open your eyes and see what is available for you. Blessings

hi LK, Does the youngest of tres marias bother you so much with her idea? Maybe she just wanted to see and have some fun with you because she is comfortable with a KNIGHT don't worry she won't mention this idea again until you are ready for everything. She just wished to share a plate of pasta and piece of cake with you together with the other curvy ladies . Everyone of us has the lowest point of their life only true ones can understand you just give them a chance. There was never been an issues about this sharing whatsoever don't think that way. happy mylotting

Try homeopathy remedy, I took kali phos (it is sold in many online stores like amazon and very cheap), it helps..

You have to get over with those negative feelings or else it will eat you. I admit i sometimes feel that way but i always try my best to get rid of that feeling. Oh, sometiems i feel so down and lonely. My self-esteem isn't that huge. Well, i hope you do feel better now. Take care!

we all hit our lowpoints Letran, i had my fair share of that. There were times when you just want to be alone and you do not want others to see you as you think you are a mess aside from your house being a mess, you yourself aint yourself.. but you see, it might do you good to be with people with good vibes, they might share those good vibes, attract it to yourself and you will find yourself feeling good again and it might help you get back to your track. I have been practicing that - law of attraction thing, i am thinking of positive things, not thinking of the bad ones, i know they are there and they exists yet i am thinking of the good things so the good things will come instead of the bad, power of the mind they say..so let us do it..

There's nothing wrong with you Letran. I felt the same way when I'm not prepared of receiving visitors. All I want is to be presentable when I came to see friends or visitors. If I think am not comfortable of seeing them at home I would just see them in a mall or in a park or reschedule them for a date I think am already prepared.

So why are you that way, Letran? Have you analyzed the problem behind it? Well, the fact that you went to Mylot conference is already an evidence that you can be sociable too. It's just that , you feel as if others would belittle you just becuase you didn't share in the expense. They are not like that Letran. All they want is to see one another. I guess someone with a bigger pocket could have doled out a bigger amount to share in the expense. So maybe as a starter , you have to fight that depression. Always have an exercise in the morning so your adrenaline could be upped, thus it will shoo away any depressive feeling. As too being too slow, well it's up to you to combat that too. Life is what you make it. So, stay positive , Letran.

Whatever you problem is, don't dwell on it too much. Avoid negative feelings cause that makes you feel more and more problematic. Don't take life too seriously. Live life like with no problems. Make complicated things simple. Be happy and smile everyday.

You might be just a little depressed. Like me. Why don't you eat your favorite icecream to cheer you up? Then look at what positive sides of you instead of burying yourself in solitude. Get rid of the negas in your life dear. You can clean up the clutter of the house but still feel like its a mess. I guess that would mean its the clutter and the mess inside your head you need to clear up. WHen the glow is within you, it will show on the outside. And getting up everymorning will not be so tough. Most important thing. Smile and thank God that you are still there to savor life. And Im happy, that I get to read and respond to you.