to my mother

@esor50 (115)
April 28, 2012 4:58am CST
hi!i hope you are fine up there.i wish you fought back with your life longer.how come it did'nt took 24 hours staying in the hospital?it was so sudden.even in your last seconds of your life,i was not able to talk to you because of the distance.the last time we bonded,and i have to go back to my place and i told you i love you mama,and the bus was already moving,i looked back and you were smiling and waving.i hope i made you happy because everytime i got the chance to talk and see you,i always say,i love you,that was almost 2 years now.and right now,you are up there.hope you are happy and peaceful..
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3 responses
@Suzieqmom (2755)
• United States
30 Apr 12
What a nice message to your mom. I know how you feel--I lost my mother very suddenly and wished she had fought a little longer to hang on, but I try to take comfort in the fact that she didn't suffer as much pain as she would have had she lingered on and on. Even though it is harder on the loved ones left behind, it really is a blessing when people who are suffering go quickly, so hopefully thaqt can give you some comfort.
@Suzieqmom (2755)
• United States
1 May 12
I am glad I could help--it is very hard to lose your mother. Time does make it easier to bear.
@esor50 (115)
30 Apr 12
hi suzieqmom!it just popped up on my mind that message to let go my feeling of loneliness everytime i remember her or i hear or hear the word mother.and i am grateful to you because you made me realize that she did not suffer longer.
@toniganzon (72517)
• Philippines
28 Apr 12
I'm pretty sure your mom is happy that once in her earth life she had a child like you. I know she can hear you now and she knows how you feel. She knows you love her and it wasn't her choice to leave you.
@esor50 (115)
30 Apr 12
hi toniganzon!yes,it was not her choice to leave at once..but losing a mother is really hard.
@toniganzon (72517)
• Philippines
1 May 12
tell me about it! i lost both my parents at the same time!
@viju0410 (2286)
• India
28 Apr 12
Hi, Sorry that now your mom is Up and taking care of you but what a thoughtful lines of remembering her. Mother is someone who is always smiling and caring; even if she is sick she will get up and cook for you. Good that you expressed your love to her and remember her smiling face and not the last moment of her life. Take care.
@esor50 (115)
30 Apr 12
hi viju410!yes,you are right.that was the consolation i got,her smiling face!