Suicide vows..

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Again a discussion inspired by somebody else's discussion. I seem to be making a habit of it. But I so badly wanted to share this one with you all.. This is because it helped me to live.. One of my cousins who is no longer in good terms with me once told me, if you ever feel like committing suicide you tell yourself you will travel all the way down to my place, and do it in the river in my town. Likewise, when I feel suicidal I will travel down to your place and jump into the lake.. At the time I found that weird..so he explained..you will have to buy tickets for train or bus. Right? Yeah..and you would spend a whole night dwelling on your misery, right? Right.. And by the time you reach my place, you would be too tired to do anything leave alone go to the river. So you would have passed your worst moments, and something new might start occupying your mind. Can't argue with that bro.. I altered it a bit..I told me, if I ever felt like committing suicide I will go to somebody I dislike intensely and commit it at their place so that they have a lot of headache.. Anyway, my logic did help me in steering clear of such thoughts because going to people I dislike is quite distasteful. But hey, that makes living preferable to committing suicide..did you notice that? Hope you find one such way too..