school is almost out!

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who is excited that school is just about out?! I know I am..and i dont even go! i guess im just excited that my daughter will be home alot more now that school is gonna be out for a few weeks! is there anyone else like that or am i alone?! omg i just realized something. and it terrifies me. she's only 6...i imagined i guess u could say i flash forward 10 yrs and found myself missing her like crazy when she would go off somewhere...will i servive? its not possible that i can have a panic attache..but it is.............i think. i keep thinking about the party her class is going to have on thursday. she has been to 3 schools throughout her kindergarden year and to me thats not good but it couldn't be helped. her father lost his job and we had to move to a more suitable town and then he lost that job and we had to move again. but she remembers all her friends and her teachers. she is going to girlscout camp for a few days-some of her friends will be going too. and she will also spend a few days with her godparents/aunt and uncle. she is growing up soo fast and i love her more each day! u know what she asked me the other day?! she asked me when am i gonna have another baby! i told her that i had to loose this belly before i even think about that and i told her babie cost a lot of money. and she had this look of sadness..and i asked her about it. then to make her feel better i told her that we'll have a baby someday. and then she was all happy. i wasn't lying to her. idk if or when ill have a baby. im 30. and currently trying to loose this pouch!! whats ur take on this situation