i feel that i dont feel anything

Interesting ... It seems we are immersed in different environments... some with so much comfort, some with so much adversity and everyone else with varying amounts of comfort and adversity in their lives... What I was a younger person, I wanted to change my life... for some reason I wanted a different place and different environment. I think its because I felt something - who I really was... All the rest was history, I had to and still have to do a lot of work... but I think many times there was a feeling of excitement of doing something new toward a mysterious ... future state of life that we all aspire for ... Does it ring a bell? What do you think?