My Insecurity is Killing Me
By yzakia
@yzakia (65)
Philippines
May 27, 2012 8:59pm CST
I got sleepless nights since the day i knew that "the girl who's behind me is taking over". I mean, my ex-bf's present gf whom is just a simple girl who lived uptown and has no knowledge about fashion is now a MODEL/BEAUTYQUEEN! Wait! I'm not underestimating her, ok? Nor jealous because i still have something for my ex-bf. It's just that i'm insecure of what she has turned to be. Every girls dream is to become a model or a beauty queen, right? I'm so brave to admit this.
:-/ How can i get rid of this feeling? This is not healthy. I thought I'm already contented with what i am and what i have. But seeing her makes me ask for more of what i have now in my life. :-/ Frustrating!
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6 responses
@jamborieman (563)
• Philippines
28 May 12
My friend please calm down.
Being content is actually just a state of mind. Who cares if that girls is a beauty queen? Who cares if she's prettier, taller or smarter? You're the root of your insecurity because no one seem to be comparing that girl to you loudly.
That is just paranoia... And girl, if you just let it ruin you it will ruin your days..If you're always insecure your attitude towards other people might just change... Think positive asnd live healthy and live a righteous life.
That's always the key.
EX is EX... The fact that she is your EX-bf's present gf means that you were first before her... without you... they won't end up together.
@riansansan (2)
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28 May 12
wahh very best of your history . and story
good ,,, sorry if me english language not good
@lynboobsy11 (11343)
• Philippines
28 May 12
Don't be insecure to her she is your gf and you must be proud of what she is now. I know she want you to be part of what she already achieve and somehow wants your support. It can be a challenging in your part, if you just look it at in a positive way you can be more passionate in what you want because you don't want to be left behind on her.
@kaeirole (668)
• Philippines
28 May 12
that's very awful to feel that way..you should divert your feelings then..you must see what you have..and not what you don't have..never compare yourself to other people..because everyone is unique..maybe she has something that you don't have..and there's also something in you that she doesn't have also..
so cheer up..insecurities will lead you to no where..asking for more will make you realize that you'll never be happy..
@Chikazz12 (35)
• Philippines
28 May 12
I know this feeling! I can relate girl. But as always, the biggest rival that we have is ourselves. So we just have to work hard to improve and eventually we will realize that we have accomplished a lot. :)
@ONLYHOPE (189)
• Philippines
28 May 12
hai
yes, it's true that when you have a gf/bf whose had looked further honor, but with a combination of inside beauties,,"combination of inside beauty" remember it.
And don't be pity my dear,be your self and everything will gonna be fine,..
have a nice day
