Test of Faith: As if you owns all the misfortunes in life....

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Nowadays, I feel like owning all of the misfortunes in life. I am not sour-gripping nor am in self pity. I struggle to stand my ground to fight what's right for me to do. I don't know if this is still a test-of-faith or already a curse. When you're at the test of your faith, you can't choose what kind of test and trial would you like to face. You will be tested on everything what is in you, everything. Problems after problems, almost all kinds of sadness and sorrows you experience that sometimes you think it is already at the end of everything, you feel like the only thing that left within you is only your breath. I can say sometimes that this is maybe the reason why there were people committed suicide to escape all the mess in their lives, why people kill people to sustain their daily needs. I can't blame them because we have each limitations depends on our level of tolerance. We never know what happen next, any moment from now because we never hold our lives. One of the best things to do is to harden and immune ourselves from all different kinds of trials and problems today and in the future because they keep on coming to us in every way whether you like or not. Problems is not the solution of other problem other wise your problems will get stack and the more the harder to solve. I must stand on my ground firmly by sticking on the values and dignity of being righteous while at the midst of all of my trials. I hope someday I can retaliate back again and defeat all of my trials that triggers almost all of the misfortunes I had for the past years. mobhomeir here 060112 1521hrs