can't hold my tears.......
By ONLYHOPE
@ONLYHOPE (189)
Philippines
June 1, 2012 8:07am CST
I almost done..I spending few days and helping my parents work before I will leave them, I will go back in the City to continue my studies. while watching them at their old age,, I feel repentance for the past years i've wasted, I said to myself, why I did not value the days, when I walked out from this house, I live with my own but I spent much time in happenings and girls,,but I thank GOD that HE given me a girl who change my views in life, and for now I have a "BIG CHANCES and HOPE" to go on and fulfill my duties and someday my parents will proud of me..can't hold my tears falling down when I'm talking to myself, I'm PRAYING for my parents long life to see me wearing my toga and bear in their hands my "DIPLOMA".
I have few days more staying beside them, and making all what I can help. It's against my disposition to leave them,but this is all for them..
Have you ever experienced what I feel right now
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8 responses
@mokkka (881)
• Bulgaria
2 Jun 12
This is what time does with all of us. Recently I noticed my grandparents are that old and different. I am used to see them working and now they have problems with the legs,eyes, hearts and other parts of their bodies. This is why I also try to help them as much as I can because I know and remember all the things they did for me during all these years.
@SIMPLYD (90722)
• Philippines
2 Jun 12
When we see our parents already growing old, we feel guilty for the times when we were taking them for granted and would only think of happy times with our friend.
When that happens, we don't like to go far from them anymore and vow to ourselves that we will take good care of them. But , the best that we could give them is finish the course they have sent us to school with , find a job and return their having provided for us.
Education is the best legacy that our parents can give us. So , let's not disappoint them and study well to reach that goal of theirs.
@ONLYHOPE (189)
• Philippines
3 Jun 12
hai
And maybe sometimes there's somebody or something will happen or we have to mature enough before we have to realized to value what is around us.
I have some certificates of short courses and some trophies as an athlete displayed in our house. but as I did not take serious in my studies I didn't yet graduated any bachelor courses..and hope so this time, but it take years more before i have to finish it,,I have to be patient and think always for my parents.
Thanks so much for the helpful message my friend
Have a great day
@Soniasony (1827)
• India
1 Jun 12
Forget and forgive yourself first, as nothing was in your hands..Think of a great future and I am sure you will make your parents proud one day. All the best have a great life ahead.
@obe212003 (2299)
• Philippines
2 Jun 12
Sometimes we really do have to make sacrifices in life as we go along our path for the future, but on the other hand, this would make us realize that doing so would also be beneficial not only for you, but for also the people who love you and who believe in you. Cheer up and make your parents proud.
@mercvict (127)
• India
2 Jun 12
It's not your fault but teenage is like that. We don't like anyone's advise and want to live life as we like. But since parents have gone through this life, they knos better than us. Again, some parents are very strict and rude to their children. Even this will also lead children to a wrong path.
@ONLYHOPE (189)
• Philippines
3 Jun 12
hai
yes, some parents are like that,, but my parents trained us to find our selves by our own to stand with our own feet they just let us guiding us by their advices and help in financial if we don't have any resource,.they are not strict because they want us to learn with our own way and find and learn more from our mistakes,,but i've wasted the time they are given to me, despite of their kindness. I have some certificates of participating short courses and some trophies achievement of being a karate athlete but I didn't yet finish any bachelor courses, maybe this time take some more 3 years, if GOD permitted,...
Parents love and care is peerless..
Thanks for dropping my friend have a nice day
@mercvict (127)
• India
2 Jun 12
It's not your fault but teenage is like that. We don't like anyone's advise and want to live life as we like. But since parents have gone through this life, they know better than us. Again, some parents are very strict and rude to their children. Even this will also lead children to a wrong path.
@obey39 (125)
• China
1 Jun 12
Hello,My friend.I show great sympathy with you.Like you, when I was young,I pay little attention to the value of time, playing,chatting occupies a lot of time in my life.Actually, it is a kind of insignificant waste if I went back to my childhood.Also I feel sorry to my parents because of my job is not very decent, although I think that am very hard-working.But it is harder and harder to make up my weakness by efforts after school.But I will try my best to study, study in society-a so-called big classroom so as to bring a comfortable life to my parents, and they will be long life forever.
@ONLYHOPE (189)
• Philippines
3 Jun 12
hai
Yes,my friend when the time comes to wake up us in long long slept, we think immediately to be able to regain one's we lost..and as long as we do believed we still has HOPE...and we always thanks GOD for giving us a parents whose always there for us whatever happened and even though we failed them many times.
Thanks for dropping by and joined my sympathy my friend..lol..
have a nice day
