Time Machine: Jumping the track (A ranted story about nonsesne))

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I guess I could have kept a diary all of these years of study, but I already knew that the supercomputer inside of my body was probably the safest place to store data. I have encoded alot of memories and even created puzzles to solving the network of my mind. There are a few simple ideas that became complex, thus the web was created. I do not recall what prompted my first jump, but I must have been only a few years old. Who knows, maybe I mastered this machine long ago and I do not know it yet. Maybe I was trying to get away from something. Its a blur. I truely do not believe in death. I know for fact that I have been here before and that I will be back if I need to be again. I saw with my own eyes and through living life and then reliving a few particular moments again where I was 30 years aged that I am convinced something very evil is happening to humans heare on earth and that I was going to rebel. I am a rebel. I know I probably should have left it be. I should not have payed attention to the glitch and I probably never should have chased after Einstein and Teslas ideas on the subject. But something inside me told me to do it. So I did. At about the time when I should have gone nuts, I mean, totally insane as a crazy can get, I had another vision and saw God on his throne. Having aleady been peered into and having engraved in my chest , instructions for my navigation,a map of my course, I lacked patience and began to beat my own path instead. I could not wait to get it over with, and now, I see what life was meant to be. It is a machine. A time machine. A place to visit. A place to conquer. So maybe the world is different through your eyes and there are fantasies that you, yourself have convinced yourself that are true (thats between you yourself and YO!). But are they really? Is the 'now' timeframe subject to change? On the spur of the moment, can you alter history for the better, or for the worse? Of course you can. You are a time machine in your own timeframe. YOU DO AFFECT THE WAY THINGS WILL GO DOWN (if things ever go down). Do you ever consider that you alone are all that exists seperately from the rest of the world, an individual bound by gravity to a world shared by other entities but on your own course that only affects you and your place in time? Or do you think that your course affects others and alters their reality as well? I would say that the weight of the world is something solely resting apon the strenth of love and that time only exists because of some hardcore intellects and the sacrifices they make and the resistance they parlay, solely taking the heat and abuse to save our butt's (or maybe just yours). I could be wrong, but that doesn't matter anyways, I have descided to risk everything for a possible nothing. I believe in something, which probably even allows anything to exist to begin with, so there can't be nothing, there must be something. Even freeze frame beats being dominated by an evil satan in a place where I am getting the boot put to me. In my confusing and provoking rant, one that just says, "what the heck, go for it"?,and goes against the grain of reality for most,I wanted to say to everyone that I am sick of this worlds problems, its lack of loyaly, its greed, its sick and wacked methods of impoverishing the weaker souls and all of the other evil that has become the norm. I decided that if I have to be erased from the worlds existence to save the world from experiencing the evil that lies ahead in a world of slaves and bondage, then so be it ( I think it would never happen, but it could be in Gods plan). A world that never existed beats one of eternal pain and suffering designed to make anyone hate life. I cant't imagine being a starving child. If there turns out to be no God, the world is gonna pay for letting me get there first and finding that out. And regardless if there is not a God, by my book, every knee will bow to the Creator if I were EVER to rule the WORLD because he will always exist in my mind and my world, should I rule it. Every soul will start new and every soul will get cleansed. Because I am sick of jumping the track. Lets hope I am just nobody, right, and not some freak job vacume that sucked the world in? I hardly consider that path or being a savior (you can not single me out now). I am just fodder in a sea of ants. Now onto another subject, because, this stuff makes me yawn. I am just some guy that likes to start a conversation that creates a stir like a hornets nest in someone elses head. Thats just the way that I Am. I would rather be fishing if you really want my honest opinion about life, but for some reason, I do not fish. I dig clams. (disclaimer: Take this for what you want, because I may feel this way for real, or not. It was just a rant aimed at keeping the juices flowing and I was bored).