why this happened??
Philippines
July 17, 2012 7:11am CST
i'm organizing and cleaning my stuff yesterday when I notice a little card.
i just want to share the content if the card.
it card states,
"i love you because of all the things you are and because of all that I am when I'm with you..."
"I LOVE YOU"
"I love you because you have shown me in hundreds of beautiful ways what love means."
i suddenly stop that time and i realized that my ex- girlfriend gave this to me way back 5 years ago.
then all the good and bad things recalls into my mind again.
i realized that "i miss you."
i thought I've already moved on with her.
but actually, up to know "i still love you"
i miss the times when we're together.
i miss the moment that your'e not tolerating my pessimism.
i miss the scenes that you're sweet and very generous in giving your love.
but now, it's over.
I know there's still a chance.
I already did all the ways that I know could help us.
but it's still nothing. :(
how I wish you'll be back to me.
how I wish that all thing will be on it's own places again.
why this happened to us?
why this is the outcome of our love story!?! :(
5 responses
• Philippines
27 Aug 12
actually, I'm thinking of a poem right now.
@yuekim123 (161)
• Philippines
13 Aug 12
Oh, I lament for your tragic love story. I hope you will find your own resolve :(
@katie0 (5203)
• Japan
18 Jul 12
I'm sorry, it is so hard to break up and everyone that comes to our lives are special. But dear it means it wasn't meant to be, the right one ends up coming if we open to love and don't compeare the old to the new love, and also God seems to choose not only one that yes will make us happy but also will make us grow and by that it means the person will also bring conflicts, learning, patience...so, the right person always needs more work 
@arizen (152)
• Philippines
17 Jul 12
Try reconnecting with her again if you really want her back. I share the same sentiments as yours. I miss the indestructible team that me and my ex boyfriend had. I, too, realized that no matter how much he hurt me in the past, it is still incomparable to the many efforts, sacrifices and heroically sweet deeds that he has done. I used to say that I will not accept him once he come back to me again, but the truth is, I miss him. He only needs to prove that this time, it will never end. So, from a girl's point of view, if you really want her. Go get her. Try winning her over by convincing her that your relationship will not end this time around.
@mylzcantor08 (66)
• Philippines
18 Jul 12
going back to a cliche you definitely know, "everything, bad or good, happens for a reason". that happened probably because you need to learn something that has something to do with how you could handle a future relationship better. i think, unwanted incident happens in order to teach us lessons, in order to make us stronger, in order to appreciate what we often ignore or generally, in order to make us better. being sorry of course is what our initial reaction toward such incident. but that wouldn't help you go back to the same scenario as before. don't dwell on the past, it will only worsen the pain of missing your someone badly. do something worthwhile. it really takes time to heal a wounded heart. while you try to recover, do figure out as to how you will benefit from that experience of yours. people do come and go, when a new one comes along, (better if she'll still be that someone) be sure you are a way better than what you were in the past. just be patient, it will take you so much time.but still, i know you'll get to where you wanted.
