i miss him so bad
July 21, 2012 10:03am CST
.He scares me sometimes but he fascinates me too But I cant stand the thought of loving him still..I thought I could have done this whole thing easily,, like letting him go and stay happy of my life..i Thought I could make it but I just suddenly caught myself still longing for him to come back:(,,It is difficult to know when the moment love begins,,it is less difficult to know that it has begun. Looking back I have this to regret , that too often when I loved I did not say so..You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments that you had truly lived are the moments that you had done things right with the spirit of love..All love shifts and changes,I dont even know if we can be wholeheartidly inlove at all times,,But now I have come to believe that the world is like enigma,a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret things in an underlying truth...Maybe yhings are meant to be this way...He just came in to my life to make me feel loved and leave when im already fallen,,Maybe someday down in my journey.I will be able to stand next to him without even wanting to hold his hands..
4 responses
@missjahn (4574)
• Philippines
21 Jul 12
congratulations for being here.. i would like to welcome you in mylot. enjoy and have fun. :0)
oh well bout the problem you encountered, just leave it be as of now or yet it is better for both of you to talk with each one sincerely and talk what are the things that needed to be done to get through it all. ;)
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21 Jul 12
if things are meant to be done easily i should have done it :( The mere of a fact is that Im just to weak to hear whatever answer he will lend to me...:( Im just too scare to face the truth that He's not just that into me,...imbitter I am but i will remain standing,,even if my wounded kness still hurts..thats the spirit I have to keep
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21 Jul 12
yeahhhh you are right..we need to fight the battles in life with the great spirit and power within ourselves,,:)
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21 Jul 12
Thanks...atleast Im just taking it in a positive way...maybe that is one way of motivating myself to be more stronger,,,well I Guess what I have to do is stay brave and keep the Faith In God.:)
@jenyenh (205)
• Maldives
21 Jul 12
Charmaynejean anything in life heals in time or at will...Im saying this is because your mind is very powerful. They always say that your heart is powerful but I dont agree with this coz I believe your mind is more. have you ever heard "if you turn your head to a direction your body follows"..that including your heart! That means you can choose to fall in love and you can choose to fall out of love..although, people may not be aware of this but it is the mind that tells our body what to do! So, set your mind to move on, keep your happy moments as memories but move on to create the future...a happy future! have fun here girl! cheers!
@mikogsmith (24)
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22 Jul 12
I truely agree. You are only gong to go through things that you let your mind put you to. I am going through the same thing. But I decided to just let the Lord handle things. Pray and He will answer you on what to do.
