who am I?

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who really we are? a broad question, yet tricky, why? an example is me. There's something that we are sure with ourselves but then it's just seems to become a negative one, I mean, we are not perfect in the sense that, we are born that way but is a sin. Question, why it happened to me, why God permit this kind of disaster, etc. Then we have to hid it inside so we don't be discriminated, just like a stage play where we act to what the audience like to see. We pretend to be a righteous one, if we not, we surely are dead. I experienced already, my family, friends don't expect me to become,. Still I'm hiding, and yet finding answers to my questions. But still I'm thankful that I'm alive, there's still happiness in my life, now, I'm working it out to help others so that the sins I made be covered and equalize. But still I have to hide, and it hurts because I love someone, and he's very special, I love him too bad, that even now after 9 years, I still feel the same. He didn't know anything of me cause I'm a quiet one, He didn't know about this thing because still I'm afraid and not ready to face the whole society if it leaked out about me, SO, to make it short, I'm a gay, and I'm living on lies everyday, and is necessary to keep myself alive, Since you mylotters knew nothing about my identity, I'm able to express myself unknown,, what's your opinion??