"my first broken heart"

I'm currently experiencing the heartbreak, but I'm definitely looking forward to that certain time when I would just look back and find my self totally happy.

I had been through that and it was really painful. But somehow being brokenhearted made us realized that we should be grateful to the person who did that because it measures our maturity and makes us strong on how are we going to handle such pain. And the best way to escape is, moving on and start over again. But how one can escape if you alone won't like to? If i look back with my past, i just feel so happy because i have learned so many things, to move on, to love again with no longer fear inside and to be strong enough. "Daisy" (hehe), it's time to start a new beginning! go girl!

Actually it is good to reminisce those past once you have overtaken and had already moved on with it. But if the person has not gone over it then those painful memories would bring that person down even more. We all have this painful memories to recall but I think what is important in those times where the lesson you got from that and how you survive those moments. I think that is the essence of looking back to it. It should not be to torture you around but to bring back what good it had brought you now that you were able to survived it.

Most of us have been there. But, I can say that when I had my heart broken for the first time... I didn't shed a tear and I don't know why. I was just so devastated and angry because he cheated on me. But, I'm so over it.. 2 years has already passed! :) Life goes on, right? A relationship with God is the most important relationship you can have.

I don't want to look back to my past because that there are too many regretful things for me.