I love my family but...

Loving your family is a natural thing to do and it's got nothing to do with what they tell you to do. I think you need to talk to your family about how you feel, start by telling them how much you love them and how much they mean to you really have to mean what you say Have a discussion about your concern to them. It's ok if it fails the first time, don't lose faith, try again at a later time, pray to Him for guidance always.