I'm just being myself....

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Hi guyz... I don't understand myself at times. I'm not that friendly type of person but I do care for others and I'm always willing to help others except financial matters for as long as I can. I'm strict type of a person and manners really matter to me. I erupt like a volcano when I'm in anger but softens my heart every time I see someone struggling so hard just to live. I'm an emotionally involved person and I just can't help it. I don't like having so many friends because I have come to realized that they are just good when they get something from the friendship and I hate that. I only have few good friends. I hate scolding someone especially if they're already adult because of the fact that I hate to be scolded also. I hate fake friends, fake smile, and everything. I want everything's real. I find it hard to express my feelings especially the feeling of anger. I have long patience and as long as I can still hold the pain and anger, I]ll just keep it for myself. But it's just that, sometimes I feel it's not good because I'm giving myself a heartache and this makes me don't like to talk to them. When I can't hold my patience, that's the time I erupt like a volcano. I don't know what to do. Maybe I'm just weird or maybe I'm just being myself.