I can not understand myself, aren't u?

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I don't know is there anybody similar with me? My mood and temperature changes so rapidly, that means in the 1st minute, I am a happy girl and enjor all of things, after that, I lose my mind and in a deep groomy heart. I feel everything out of control and unconfortable, there is nothing which need to work hard. I am not belong to Gemini, I am not too much open-minded and outgoing, sometimes, i feel i am a stranger girl. i don't know is there people really cared me and truly be my friends, even many friends surround me and no one fight me ever. I have a nightmare yesterday night, I am thinking of flee away, like many times before. Maybe there are something I cared too much and cannot bearing loser any more.