Honesty, Guilt,, Fight

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I can't stand guilty feelings. It bothers me a lot. It gives me an uncomfortable soul. I want to be honest with him all the time because that is what good relationship all about- honesty. But I don't want him to worry a lot about me. He has already lots of worries in his life. When it comes to financial matters, I find it hard to tell him the truth. He already helped me a lot. He wants me to be honest with him about everything. I am an honest person but when it comes to financial matters, I can't be 100% honest to him. I just want to fix things on my own. I remembered we had a big fight before. He told me, I shut him off. But I didn't. I just don't want to mix him up with my family problems because I don't want to lose him. He's important to me. But he thinks differently which I don't understand at all. He told me, he would help me in everything but it just that I don't want him to not because he's unimportant but because he has done too much for me. I'm used to independent life. I don't know what to do...