Is it LOVE?

Hi, Definitely, it is not love, it is something else. Love should make one happy, alive and enthusiastic. The way I see it, you are a victim of an evil design, of something out to take your happiness away. You should stop dealing with it, in the end it may take away your freedom, or worse, your life.

Love is a big topic, I would need more information that you gave to suggest if it's love or not, but you sure sound like someone has caught your attention! Love is emotion, we do feel aches, joys and frustrations, that is very very true. My best to you! Perhaps if you write more, I'll know more to reply to. Take care and good luck if it is love!!!!!