missing him.

It can be a trying time when we miss someone dearly. I hope that your situation will improve for the better. Hopefully he will learn to treat you the way that you deserve to be treated and do his best to not hurt your feelings. Sometimes people say things and don't consider how their words will affect others.

I know it's not easy to ignore or forget someone we love. I have been into such situation also. I love someone who sometimes I feel I am ignored or neglected. I also try to disregard him, to get him out of my system- but I just can't. If you really want to get rid of him and you are determined enough to do that, then, stop thinking of him. If you can't stop thinking of him- think of all the bad things about him, that way you will not be hurt- but hate him.

Let me just clarify did you broke up with him? If yes then you must be really missing him. The fact is that even if time lapses after break up you are still hurt because love still continues within you. You have to decide whether you really want to pursue loving him or leave him behind. If you still love him and you think there is no chance anymore or he does not love you anymore then stop, forget about him already. Move on. According to your statement he hurt you intentionally, it is a sign that he does not love you anymore. If he loves you then let him make a way to please you. Don't let him hurt you physically.

Is there any way to talk to him? Call him or message him? And express what you feel for him. If he did hurt you, I think it is best to tell him that he had caused hurt on you.