i started loving myself.

I started loving myself when myself start working alone in another different city. I feel lonely and fear for myself, while otherwise i know i should love myself and this is my life,isn't it? I should try my best to make my life better and that's what i need.

It can be tough loving yourself when you struggle with other people. For me, I had an issue of fitting in with people because I was very strange as a kid. I often asked questions that no else would even bother to ask. I was interested in subjects that nobody else seemed to care about. For the most part, people would often judge me and often just stay away from me. When I got a bit older, I started to try to enjoy things that everyone else liked. But that's when I realized I was hating myself even more. I hated myself more because I was only trying to like things that everyone else like just to fit in. I was trying to become someone that was not me only to gain acceptance of others around me. Now, I am loving myself more because I have found some friends that accept me for who I am. I don't have to fake my interests to be with them. I finally found a group of people that I can start being myself. While it took a bit of work to find people just like me, it was worth the struggle; otherwise, if had not struggled trying to find people who like me for who I am, I would still be pitying myself for not being like most people around me.