Its a family problem. My father VS My Online game

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I'll try to explain it all in detail, First thing first is. I'm a Jehovah's witness. Well, i maybe a Jehovah's witness but i was just "Forced" here because of my father. Iv'e been playing this online game, "Dragon Nest". I got stronger, i'm even a Guild Master in a guild. You could say that, this is my first time experiencing happiness in a game and achieving something in an online game. Because back then when i play online games, i always quit in the end. But playing Dragon Nest is different, it was really fun and i got stronger. Now then. lets go to the problem, Since my dad is a Jehovah's Witness, he's been seeing me and my friends playing the game. And he's not that happy. He talked to me, in a calm way, he wasnt angry, he simply said to me to quit the game. As for me i got depressed, well.. since i did a lot of hard work in that game.. All my life.. i obeyed my Father.. He wanted me to take Computer Science, so here i am, he wanted me to be a Jehovah's witness, so here i am... and now this?.. All my life i faked my "Happiness" in this religion.. but i'm not... All i do is make a poker face while hearing about God and stuff... i'm not saying that i don't like it.. but.. it's just not my thing.. Now what?.. I'm at lost.. All my hard work in that game.. If i do quit the game, what will be left of me?.. and whats worst is.. my dad told me: "Son, no matter what you choose, its alright, i just want you to be happy." Hearing that made me feel bad. Heck i got REALLY depressed... *sighs*... Can someone here give me any suggestions?.. I love my father. But will i always continue like this?.. Ruining my happiness just to make him proud of me?