separation, day 14

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this is the hardest part. if he was here, we'd be laying down right now. instead, i'm here in our room bored. he's over there in a hotel room bored. the last two days have been busy for me (which in a way was good). i went and chaperoned a football game with my son on fri. sat, we buried our pet and then spent the evening over at my mother's. today, i'm just chilling out really down and out. now he's telling me that he has a chance in being promoted to a lieutenant position at the unit he's at now. he wants my opinion on it. how can i have an opinion? i don't know what's available out there. this is my son's last year in high school. i really don't want to move to another location. i told him i needed to pray about it. if it's meant to be, then it'll happen. but i'm not wanting to move to another location. he's just not thinking about the rest of us. my son doesn't want to move out. my daughter doesn't make enough money to live on her own and she doesn't want to move. i know that he can't pass this opportunity up but the timing is off. i just have to put it in God's hands.