who am i?

Philippines
October 9, 2012 8:42am CST
people sees me as a funny loud girl but they just don't know how broken my life is They used to call me Gel even people who is not closed to me anyways i am very friendly person that they can easily approach me in any situation i love hanging with my friends, chatting with them. i am the youngest in our family me and my sister, my sister is a sales director in a famous company in manila but me still hoping for good job, i feel so depress when i see my old friends having a good job that is related to there course but me still unemployed, i graduated as a Nurse but my past work is not related to that field before i work from a super market as a cashier i accept that position just to have a work even the salary is not accepted to what you do i resigned to that company because of my fathers illnesses he is in manila i take good care of him but when he is okay i come back to province to be with mo mom they are separated when i was in my 2nd year high school. i cant take the board exam because of our financial status i am still hoping for good and i know God is there for me
2 responses
@keihimekawa (2009)
• Philippines
11 Oct 12
It's great to see someone who is open enough to share their life online but being a broken life... Well, let's just say that there are people who are in worse shape that ourselves :) Every person had their own share of painful past and life. There are people who are still experiencing pain even up to this moment. Stop thinking poorly of yourself. Self pity won't do you good anyway. Just think, you graduated of nursing. There are people out there who are wishing that they can g to school. Your father got through the trials of being sick. It's a good time to go job hunting again. Since you haven't took the board exam yet, take the chance to review on your own or gain more experience. Prepare and save up for the exam. Though your parents are separated, at least you got to know them both and still communicate with them. I, myself, is adopted and I haven't my my biological dad ever since I came to this world. A lot of people have way more deeper and heavier problems that you do but they are still doing their best to move on and have a good life. I think you are doing the same and I'm sure you're bound to have a pretty good life soon. People may say it's too cliche but positive thinking and being optimistic helps a person overcome challenges. GOD is always good and will always be with us :)
@subhojit10 (7375)
• India
9 Oct 12
Thanks for sharing this discussion. Well i can understand how much hardship and obstacles u have gone through in your life yet you have understood life very closely. This is your greatness and i am pretty sure this greatness of yours will take u places and u will succeed in life. If u do not see failures and hardships then your life is simply incomplete. After every night, a day comes and similarly after every failure, victory will definitely knock your door. What say?