Better off as friend

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What if you get in love with your friend?Are you willing to give up everything and destroy your friendship to get what your heart wants? It started with this. I went here in Manila to continue my study in college. First, it was hard because I was in adjusting period that time. Who would not ,right? My life in the province was so different from my life now in Manila. As days goes by, I had met friends. Actually, on my first day, I met a friend. Just like my time in high school, in only first few days there would be silence but will end on knowing and started a gig. I don't expect that those funny stuff with my classmates was one of the greatest in my life. And another thing was that I fell in love with one of my friend. I ignore my feeling because maybe it's just a simple affection, a nonsense feeling that any person would not want. I hide it on myself. It was hard because it feels like you were carrying a heavy things in your heart. I told to myself that I must stop it because he might get away with me. He is a good friend. I love the way he whisper something on me. I love the way he sit beside me, the way he laugh and greet me. All the things I love with him are the things that I hate him so much. It feels awkward that I'll just ignore him every time he would say "hi". He makes me feel special though for him, it's nothing.