He's going away

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My husband is going to move to South Dakota for the next 6 months! I'm happy that he's found something but then again I'm not. He's packing and getting some last minute things done before he leaves but I have never been wih out him before. I've dont The said inquirie before but I won't do it again, not with his family. Y, becaus they make me feel like a total looser like a nobody. Because everyone is well educated has a good home a good job; I don't. They don't do or say anything that makes me feel that way, that's just how I feel about living with them. Am I wrong for thinking that way about his family? I never thought he would want to move away for a job he should have took the job offer in Hawaii. We at least have friends there. But he didn't want to. I don't get it. He'd rather be someplace cold instead of someplace nice and warm? Men! Can't live with them and can't live without them what r we to do!? Agree to disagree, maybe... Anyways I was soo very excited about it that I went to Facebook and posted about him landing a job and everything and last night he wanted to know y I was laughing and I told him. And he says ' u told everybody I didn't have a job!?' He was a little mad but I couldn't help myself lol! I wanted everyone to know how we're doing. I didn't want ppl to worry but I noticed that that's a natural thing for ppl to feel so I just let it be. I have several options here. Live with his sister who lives about an hour from me or go live with my best friend who lives in Arizona. :-| ( me thinking) Tina is closer than Jill but Jill's house is bigger;discissions..discissions. Sometimes I don't like being an adult lol! I could choose one or try to make it on my own. With no help. I'm really scared to be alone. I have never been alone except for that one time.. If I live with his sister Tina I will be depressed because when I'm with his family I cry inside. We come from different sides of the track. He and I. It brings back memories I don't want to think about or acknowledge. The lease to this house is going to expire at the end of nov and I have now till then to come up with a plan of action. Any help on what I should do? What do u think I should do? I'm going to be packing most of our things and looking for a house and possibly a job. I have to find a head start for Myra too...