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Last night I had a good very good dream about an ex who became a friend before we became anything else. And it's still like that today! I even think he's my soul mate..do u think I should be his way? In in way I want to kick myself in the cajones.... Anyways in this dream I saw him again for the first time in many years and I didn't want to believe he was within my grasp but I was just staring at him and he was staring at me pretty much like I was doing to him. The next instant he was gone but he wasn't far from me. It was as if I could feel when he was near. It was snowing and we were in a cabin and he was across the room and he whispered something and it was as if he was right beside me. I could hear what he said to me clear as day! I was sooo happy I cried inside; like...my soul cried. In this world I am the only person he has. Everyone else shunned him, turned their backs to him except me. Before I met my bf who later became my husband, Jason and I were friends. We still r and I made that very clear to Marcus that we r friends and no one is going to come between us. I made that clear him Jason too that I will not leave or divorce him for any reason. He promised he will not come between us. I believe him. But men will be men and they will start thinking. Marcus is always thinking that Jason will come to his house and take his wife away. And Jason once in every 5 times he write me says that he thinks Marcus will kill him just to have me all to himself. I highly doubt that because he was a ex thug. Now his life is completely changed. And Marcus is a skinny small man. Compared to him I mean. Jason is all muscle and kind of tall. Men! They r like gorillas! I hate it lol! It was a good dream and its going to leave a smile on my face throughout my day! Happy mylotting friends!!