when you admired the wrong person!

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I grow up admiring my aunt, because at that time she was so nice,very giving and successful. I told myself I wanted to be like her, because she is so responsible. She even sponsored me in my tuition and other school fees. And i did everything I do well in school because I don't wanna disappoint her. I put her in pedestal, because I love her and respected her so much. When I was in college she still fund for my studies, gave me everything all the 2nd hand dress of her daughter was given to me. I am thankful for that but inside me, I am not happy. In my 4th year I was lucky that a NGO helped me to develop my learning Instead of staying at school for studying I was assigned in other place to work and help those small entrepreneurs. I made this decision for myself because I know it was a rare opportunity. My parents allow me, I did informed her about my decision,that was the time she was mad at me, she stopped paying my school fees and without saying that she will no longer support me. That was the time my father did everything to support me, because I was in my 4th year. After two years my father died, she come home to pay her respect to her brother, we talked and I ask for sorry If I did wrong and say my thank you in person, thou I am always telling it thru mails.In my father's wake we forget the past. Until the very moment after an hour my father was buried, she called my mom and me in front of my father's grave she insulted my mom, telling that if my mom will remarried she better leave my fathers place. I feel like I wanna punch her. What she thinks of me and my mother. She did not even respect that we are mourning. I was very upset, how could she said those word, she is an educated person, why is that she is so mean. After I heard those things I can no longer hold that she will said those words against my family. That time we never said a word because we are exhausted about what happened. After a week I received an email she is saying bad things about my mother, And i can't tolerate it. I told her to stop and spare my mother, and she was mad at me, she even said that I what I have is that I owe it to her. What a person, I already thanked her, and it was not enough? and in the first place We never asked her to that, she offered it to me. After another 2 years of no communication, here come she is, she's back,and she's dont even bother to inform her brothers that she's coming home. Only her sisters know and they keep it a secret. Thus she deserve to be respected? If I remember what she did, I lost the respect,love and everything that i felt for her. Unlucky for me we are blood related, and sucks 60% i look like her.