Started smoking again...
@MsControversy (446)
United States
November 2, 2012 7:33pm CST
I haven't had a cigarette in over 3 years and after my last post I just lit up. I'm so mad at myself right now. I've always been good at managing stress since I quit and never relapsed until now.....It took me almost 5 years to clean my damn life up and now within two hours, I've been in a physical fight, bought a pack of cigarettes, took 2 shots of Patron and 2 is quickly turning into 3....
I need a time machine to take me back 2 hours ago and not answer that damn door. Screw me...!!
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4 responses
@verolop29 (1096)
• United States
4 Nov 12
Well...smoking is not really good for u. Especially when ur stressed. I'm glad u made urself quit last time how did u do it?
@jenny1015 (13366)
• Philippines
3 Nov 12
Well, you can always do it all over again. At least you have that urge to really quit.
@ARIES1973 (11426)
• Legaspi, Philippines
3 Nov 12
Hi MsControversy!
Think of the time you were able to control yourself. Don't be carried away by simple problems. Call a friend who can be with you at this very moment or take a walk so that you take in some fresh air.
@mariaperalta (19073)
• Mexico
3 Nov 12
No, no, no not good at all. get some gum or sunflower seeds there. You know smoking is bad for you. Take a walk and gather your thoughts there, before starting to smoke again.
