drugs & life......

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After many years using drugs,,,,now sober i still do NOT find a reason to be sober,,,it feels extremely boring even getting busy cleaning the house going to the park swimming visiting family even having intimacy with my woman all these feels so empty lack of happiness... Its like there is no spirit no real motive to go foward...everything looks and feel SENSELESS,,,there's no spice. Even after long long time clean i have no honest smile on my face,every laugh is out of hypocrisy not real.there's no meaning to this life,,,that only SOME drugs gave me before...GOD FORGIVE ME but even going to church has no meaning or fulfillment in my life... PEOPLE!!!,,,WHAT SHOULD I DO?????