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Hello! right now, am in a relationship with a girl from my country but from another state and from a different school and she is even higher than me with a year. my level of civilization with the girl is not the same in the sense that, the way the girl see life and things of life differently from how i see things of life. when i mean different, i mean different in so ,many way like chatting online with ladies and guys and even getting friends photo on my phone.As a result of this, she do ask so many questions and even when i explain to her, she doesn't understand and she get angry and just behaves in a way that i don't like. though, like they say, 'NOBODY IS PERFECT' i.e to say, i have my own short coming as well but i always try to make it up to her when i do anything wrong but is very hard for her to admit to her fault and all these gets me so mad. actually, am from a family when nobody wants to help his her fellow brother and sister to succeed in life and as such, life is not easy for me and this girl have being of great help to me since we started dating but despite my hard time, what i really want from her is not money but just her love cos, i'm not the type that cheat. i hate problems and i see having more than one girl as a very big problem and thats why i dont do it but she does not believe me.the last misunderstanding we had was yesterday which was that she asked me to come and see her in her school which is very far from where i am presently. am in lagos now for holiday and her school is in east and not just the distance but the implication of me going there now is bad cos, am in my uncle's house now and all my family members knows now that am back from school for holiday.How to explain to my people of where i will be going to and the risk of going there is the problem and i told her i cant come but that i will first of fore get to her place on my way to school and spend some weeks with her but she gave me a condition which is, I SHOULD FORGET EVERYTHING ABOUT HER IF I CANT COME BEFORE XMAS' it really pissed me off and even wants a breakup now but my mind cant just let her go cos, i love her so much and cos of all she has done for me. please everybody, i need advice on what to do cos, this girl have done so much for me and i don't know how my life will be in almost all aspect of my life without her. please help advice me. THANKS