Missing my Papa
By mhaiXCs10s
@mhaiXCs10s (619)
Philippines
November 26, 2012 11:19pm CST
18 years ago... A man fell in the ground. I curiously eyed him and to my shock he is my father. I was only 13 and stupid, I let other people bring him to a hospital while I don't know what to do then. When realization struck me, I immediately proceed to where my mama is working, after telling her the story we rushed to the hospital to found out he is already in commatose situation. After a day, he passed away... ;( I don't know why I brought this story for it happened many years ago but the truth is until now, I am blaming myself for I was the first in our family that was there but let the other people help him... I miss you, Papa!!! ;(
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6 responses
@swetify620 (302)
• Australia
28 Nov 12
im so sorry for losing your dad but you are not the only who lost their love one..don't blame on your self is not your fault.i know you are still young to undesrtand on that time on what your going to do,same as what i been experienced,just bear into your mind that past is past,we can't grab it..i know your father understand you..be strong:)
@swetify620 (302)
• Australia
29 Nov 12
its time to move on from the past,you can start a new things today for your future..
@jureathome (5361)
• Philippines
28 Dec 12
Please don't be too hard on yourself. You didn't kill him and you were just too young to realize quickly what you needed to do. You did the best and wisest thing to do, which is to inform your mother about it. There was nothing you can do to stop it from happening. So, forgive yourself and keep praying for your father's soul.
@jureathome (5361)
• Philippines
9 Jan 13
It's a normal feeling that you miss your father. I even miss my estranged father, too. Despite the harsh thing he's done to us and our mother, I still miss him for being the best father he once was to me and my siblings. It's sad that, although, he is still alive, he is not with us.
@god_is_good (683)
• Philippines
28 Nov 12
Remembering the past experience that we had can be of a help to us, if we use it as a stepping stone to become a better person. I don't blame you for what had happened. It happened for a purpose. Therefore, I believe that you don't need to let this affect you much and put the blame on you. What is important is what we are today, what we have today. When similar things happen, we now know what we can do. Forgive yourself and move on.
@subhojit10 (7375)
• India
27 Nov 12
Thanks a ton for sharing this discussion. Hey i feel so bad about your father and i think u should never blame yourself for his demise. U know what, in such situations even the wisest of the wise people often fail to run their mind because in such crunchy situations your mind gets flooded with so many emotions and feelings that u fail to understand what to do and what to skip.
I know u must be missing your Dad very much and i know wherever he is, he must be missing u and his family also. I hope his soul is rest in peace. Do not blame yourself again OK.
What say?
@mhaiXCs10s (619)
• Philippines
27 Nov 12
i always telling myself that i mustn't blame myself at all. but whenever i think of him, i'm always crying and always back from that day... ;-(
@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
27 Nov 12
sorry to hear this. and really losing someone in life is hard and difficult. I am already adult when I have lost parents. Still they were the foundation of family.
@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
27 Nov 12
sorry to hear this. and really losing someone in life is hard and difficult. I am already adult when I have lost parents. Still they are the foundation of family.
